Saturday, March 2, 2013

March 2: Catch Me in My Scurrying



Submitted by Ellen Forbes

 
“Catch Me in My Scurrying”

Catch me in my anxious scurrying, Lord, and hold me in this Lenten Season:
hold my feet to the fire of your grace
and make me attentive to my mortality
that I may begin to die now
to those things that keep me from living with you
and with my neighbors on this earth;

to grudges and indifference,
to certainties that smother possibilities
to my fascination with false securities,
to my arrogant insistence on how it has to be;
to my corrosive fear of dying someday
which eats away the wonder of living this day,
and the adventure of losing my life in order to find it in you….

Catch me in my mindless scurrying, Lord, and hold me in this Lenten season;
hold my spirit to the beacon of your grace and grant me light enough to walk boldly,
to feel passionately,
to love aggressively;

grant me peace enough to want more,
to work for more
and to submit to nothing less,
and to fear only you...only you!

Bequeath me not becalmed seas,
slack sails and premature benedictions,
but breathe into me a torment,
storm enough to make within myself
and from myself, something...

something new,
something saving,
something true,
a gladness of heart,
a pitch for a song in the storm,
a word of praise lived,
a gratitude shared,
a cross dared,
a joy received.


from Ted Loder, Guerrillas of Grace: Prayers for the Battle
Copyright 1984, 2005 – Fortress Press

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